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Saturday, October 27, 2018

Jayleanna's 16th birthday


On a day like today, 16 years ago, my granddaughter Jayleanna was born. Yes, my late daughter Getzia's baby is all grown, literally. My sweet girl, I wish for you the best day you can have, all the blessings you can handle, and angels to guide and protect you for the rest of your days... Happy sweet 16, beautiful Jayley. Grandma loves and misses you so much!



Friday, October 26, 2018

A very special day

Jayleanna Maree Sanchez

A very special young girl is having a sweet 16 birthday on 10/27/18. My angel, she is your baby Jayleanna, my sweet granddaughter. Happy Sweet 16, beautiful Jayley. May you have a day full of magic and fun, and I am really proud of the person you have become. Love you and miss you more... 

-Grandma 





MEMORIES OF MY ANGEL GETZIA AND BABY JAYLEY... 














Thursday, September 6, 2018

Thinking of you...


For my angel Getzia...

Saturday, January 27, 2018

where did time go?


My angel Getzia, and four different views of Jayley...
Miss Jayleanna Sanchez, 15 years old.  




Twelve years since you left to heaven.  All this time, I thought it was ten, but no, it's twelve already...And time passes by, and the children grow and the grandparents slowly get old... 

There is a beautiful young lady who celebrated her birthday on October 27, 2017... four days before Halloween, just like every year; but his year is super special: our Jayley turned 15 years old.  15!!! Yes, fifteen. You better believe it...  She is our little blessing, my drop of Getzia, and all I have left from you.  I love you forever, my angel Getzia; thank you for Jayley...  ❤️ ❤️ ❤️


 

Saturday, May 7, 2016

On your birthday and Mother's Day



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You are present today and always in everything I do.  Can't help thinking about you, my child: doesn't matter how long you have been gone for, I still can't believe you are not here anymore.  That you are not coming through that door, and I won't get to hear your voice and see your laughter and feel your physical presence and why not, taste your food.  You used to clean and cook like I do.   I miss seeing you in the kitchen and seeing you in general.   You are so beautiful, even though you are an angel now... I will talk about you in the present tense whenever I want.

You came into this world on a day like tomorrow: Sunday, May 8th, 1983: Mother's Day.  I will never forget that day.  It was a very hard labor that ended up in a C section, but it was worth it when I saw my very tiny bundle of joy.  You grew up to be a very beautiful smart and amazing young woman.  You had a beautiful smile that hid the most incredible pain in the world.  And then, you took your life.  On a Sunday as well:  Sunday, July 17, 2005.  The day that forever changed my life.  

It has been very hard to go on without you, but I had to do it.  Not only I get to live everyday with the pain that you are not here, your daughter is not allowed to see me and that is killing me alive.  Jayle is now 13 years old and she's beautiful like you, and so tall and smart, and caring, such a wonderful human being!  All I can do is pray for her so I don't go crazy.  My faith is the only thing keeping me alive and I will go on.  And I know I will see you again one day, and as sure as there is one day after the next, I will see my Jayle again.  Yes I will.  And so it is...  ♡˚˚°◦(◡‿◡)◦°˚˚♡




For you, my beautiful angel

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Forever...


Still Standing

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My angel in heaven


Friday, July 17, 2015

On your tenth angelversary


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